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Monday, February 1st, 2021

Subject: All the Wasted Time: Last of the Russian Fanmixes. Time: 8:59 am.

( All the wasted time, all the million hours, years on top of years, still too proud to crawl ) All the days gone by to never show I loved you so and I never knew anything at all

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Subject: Yep, another Russian mix Time: 7:04 pm.

01. Johnny Can’t Decide - Tick, Tick....BOOM Break of day, the dawn is here Johnny’s up and pacing Compromise or persevere? His mind is racing Johnny has no guide, Johnny wants to hide Can he make a mark, If he gives up his spark? Johnny can’t decide 02. Suspended in Time - Kerry Butler A child and a fool in one So sure I could need no one My heart always on the run To nowhere But now as you’re holding me My heart is reminding me That I can never be without you But how can our love succeed? A miracle is what we need And so I appeal to you To keep me suspended in time with you Don’t let this moment die I get a feeling when I’m with you None of the rules apply But I know for certain goodbye is a crime So love if you need me Suspend me in time 03. No Man Left for Me - Will Rogers Follies Sometimes I tell myself ‘The world’s turning I’ll pack a bag and leave him flat’ But every time I start This feeling floods my heart He needs me--- To feed the cat Though when I’m by myself I’m so lonesome A party makes it twice as grim The people laugh and play My mind is miles away It’s off on the road with him 04. Taking Over Me - Evanescence Have you forgotten all I know And all we had You saw me mourning my love for you And touched my hand I knew you loved me then I believe in you I’ll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you To live, to breathe You’re taking over me 05. I Can’t Be With You - The Cranberries Thinking back on how things were And on how we loved so well I wanted to be the mother of your child And now it’s just farewell Put your hands in my hands And come with me We’ll find another end And my head, and my head on anyone’s shoulder Cause I can’t be with you 06. One of Us - ABBA (Mamma Mia Cast) One of us is crying One of us is lying in her lonely bed Staring at the ceiling Wishing she were somewhere else instead One of us is lonely One of us is only waiting for a call Sorry for herself Feeling stupid, feeling small Wishing you had never left at all Never left at all 07. Now When the Rain Falls - Linda Eder One day all my world circled about you Now when I move on without you Nothing on Earth is the same Do you remember the sweep of the rain? The sound of it strumming the sky? People in love walk inside that song But now when I listen The melody is changed The rain only whispers ‘goodbye’ I don’t want to cry when I think of you But now when the rain falls I do 08. When I Look at You - Christine Andreas If you could look at me once more With all the love you felt before If you and I could disappear into the past And find that love we knew I’d never take my eyes away from you When I look at you He is touching me I would reach for him But who can hold a memory? And love isn’t everything That moonlight on the bed will melt away Someday! Oh you were once that someone Who I followed like a star! Then suddenly you changed And now I don’t know who you are Or could it be That I never really knew you from the start? Did I create a dream? Was he a fantasy? Even a memory is paradise for all the fools like me! Now remembering is all that I can do Because I miss him so When I look at you 09. In His Eyes - Jekyll and Hyde I know their every look His eyes They’re like an open book His eyes But most of all the look that hypnotized me If I’m wise I will walk away But sadly I’m not wise It’s hard to talk away the memories that you prize Love is worth is forgiving for Now I realize Everything worth living for Is there in his eyes 10. Come to Your Senses - Tick, Tick...BOOM I have to laugh We sure put on a show Love is passe in this day and age How can we expect it to grow? You as the knight Me as the queen All I’ve got tonight is static on a screen Come to your senses The fences inside are not for real If we feel as we did and I do Can’t you recall when this all began It was only you and me It was only me and you Deep in my eyes, what do you see? Deep in my sighs, listen to me, let the music commence from inside, not only one sense but use all five

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Subject: When It's Time: A Pre-Molokov Sergievsky Fanmix Time: 4:44 pm.

01. Somebody to Love - Queen (We Will Rock You Cast) Each morning I get up I die a little Can barely stand on my feet Take a look in the mirror and cry Lord what you're doing to me I have spent all my years in believing you But I just can't get no relief, Lord! Somebody, somebody Can anybody find me somebody to love? 02. I've Just Seen A Face - The Beatles (Across the Universe Cast) 've just seen a face I can t forget the time or place And we'd just met, she's just the girl for me And I want all the world to see we've met Mmm, mmm, mmm, la di di Falling, yes I am falling And she keeps calling me back again 03. Extraordinary Girl - Green Day (American Idiot Cast) She sees the mirror of herself An image she wants to sell To anyone willing to buy He steals the image in her kiss From her hearts apocalypse From the one called whatsername She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying She gets so sick of crying 04. Bring Me To Life - Evanescence How can you see into my eyes like open doors? Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold Until you find it there and lead it back home Wake me up (Wake me up inside) I can't wake up (Wake me up inside) Save me (Call my name and save me from the dark) Wake me up (Bid my blood to run) I can't wake up (Before I come undone) Save me (Save me from the nothing I've become) 05. I Knew I Loved You - Savage Garden Maybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant and there it goes I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life 06. Songbird - Fleetwood Mac (Glee Cover) To you, I'll give the world To you, I'll never be cold 'Cause I feel that when I'm with you It's all right I know it's right And the songbirds are singing Like they know the score And I love you, I love you, I love you Like never before 07. I See the Light - Mandy Moore and Zachary Levi And at last I see the light And it's like the fog has lifted And at last I see the light And it's like the sky is new And it's warm and real and bright And the world has somehow shifted All at once everything looks different Now that I see you 08. I Can't Believe My Heart - Susan Egan And now I can't believe my heart It's saying don't resist him. That I've been on my guard too long I can't believe my heart Surrendered when I kissed him. And told me all I thought I knew, As sad but true, is wrong 09. If I Fell - The Beatles (Across the Universe Cast) If I trust in you, Oh please, don't run and hide. If I love you too, Oh please, don't hurt my pride like her, Cause I couldn't stand the pain. And I, would be sad if our new love was in vain, So I hope you see, That I would love to love you. 10. I Won't Say (I'm In Love) - Susan Egan No chance, no way, I won't say it, no, no Give up, give in Check the grin you're in love This scene won't play, I won't say I'm in love You're doin' flips, read our lips: You're in love You're way off base, I won't say it Get off my case, I won't say it Girl, don't be proud It's ok you're in love Oh At least out loud, I won't say I'm in love 11. Lay All Your Love On Me - ABBA (Mamma Mia OLC) I've had a few little love affairs They didn't last very long and they've been pretty scarce I used to think that was sensible It makes the truth even more incomprehensible 'Cause everything is new And everything is you And all I've learned Has overturned What can I do? Don't go wasting your emotion Lay all your love on me 12. Easy Silence - Dixie Chicks Children lose their youth too soon Watchin' war made us immune And I've got all the world to lose But I just want to hold on to The easy silence that you make for me It's okay when there's nothing more to say to me And the peaceful quiet you create for me And the way you keep the world at bay for me 13. Perfect for You - Next to Normal You square all the corners I straighten the curves You've got some nerve Henry And I've just all Nerves But even if everything else turns to dirt We can be the one thing in this world that wont hurt I can't fix what's fucked up But one thing I know I can do I can be perfect for you I can be perfect for you Perfect for you 14. Almost Paradise - Footloose I thought that perfect love was hard to find I'd almost given up You must have read my mind And all these dreams i saved for a rainy day They're finally coming true I'll share them all with you Cause now we hold the future in our hands Almost paradise we're knocking on heavens door Almost paradise how could we ask for more? I swear that i can see forever in your eyes Paradise 15. When It's Time - Green Day The words get trapped in my mind I'm sorry I don't take the time to feel the way I do 'Cause from the first day you came into my life The time ticks around you, and then I need your voice As a key to unlock all the love that's trapped in of me So tell me when it's time to say I love you All I want is you to understand that when I take your hand, it's 'cause I want to

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Subject: Rumour Has It: A Sergievsky Fanmix Time: 9:06 pm.

01. Once Upon A Dream - Jekyll and Hyde Once upon a dream, You were heaven-sent to me, Was it never meant to be? Was it just a dream? Could we begin again? Once upon a dream. 02. As Long As He Needs Me - Oliver! As long as he needs me... Oh, yes, he does need me... In spite of what you see... ...I'm sure that he needs me. Who else would love him still When they've been used so ill? He knows I always will... As long as he needs me. I miss him so much when he is gone, But when he's near me I don't let on... 03. Ever - Emilie Autumn You were the one thing I could count on Even if your apathy was what I expected Oh darling I waited and waited to feel your footsteps And to hear your breath But maybe I just wanted someone to wait for 04. Total Eclipse of the Heart - Jonathon Groff and Lea Michele And I need you now tonight And I need you more than ever And if you only hold me tight We'll be holding on forever And we'll only be making it right 'cause we'll never be wrong Together we can take it to the end of the line Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time) I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks I really need you tonight, forever's gonna start tonight Forever's gonna start tonight Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart There's nothing I can do... a total eclipse of the heart Once upon a time there was light in my life, but now there's only love in the dark Nothing I can say... a total eclipse of the heart 05. Jar of Hearts - Lea Michele i know i can't take one more step towards you cause all that's waiting is regret and don't you know i'm not your ghost anymore? you lost the love i loved the most and i learned to live, half-alive and now you want me one more time who do you think you are? runnin' round leaving scars collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart you're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul so don't come back for me who do you think you are? 06. Without You - Badfinger Well, I can't forget this evening And your face when you were leaving But I guess that's just the way the story goes You always smile, but in your eyes your sorrow shows Yes, it shows Well, I can't forget tomorrow When I think of all my sorrow I had you there, but then I let you go And now it's only fair that I should let you know What you should know I can't live, if living is without you I can't live, I can't give anymore I can't live, if living is without you I can't live, I can't give anymore 07. I Don't Know You Anymore - Savage Garden Because I don't know you anymore I don't recognise this place The picture frames have changed And so has your name We don't talk much anymore We keep running from the pain But what I wouldn't give to see your face again I know I let you down Again and again I know I never really treated you right I've paid the price I'm still paying for it every day 08. The Winner Takes it All - Siobhan McCarthy I was in your arms Thinking I belonged there I figured it made sense Building me a fence Building me a home Thinking I'd be strong there But I was a fool Playing by the rules The gods may throw a dice Their minds as cold as ice And someone way down here Loses someone dear The winner takes it all The loser has to fall It's simple and it's plain Why should I complain? 09. Gravity - Sara Bareilles Something always brings me back to you. It never takes too long. No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone. You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain. Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall Just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on to me and all over me. 10. Rumour Has It - Adele She, she ain't real She ain't gonna be able to love you like I will, She is a stranger, You and I have history, Or don't you remember? Sure, she's got it all, But, baby, is that really what you want? Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds, She made a fool out of you, And, boy, she's bringing you down, She made your heart melt, But you're cold to the core, Now rumour has it she ain't got your love anymore But rumour has it I'm the one you're leaving her for

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Subject: What If: A Ginny Weasley fanmix Time: 10:38 am.

01. The Dark I Know Well - Spring Awakening I don't scream though I know it's wrong I just play along I lie there and breath, lie there and breathe I wanna be strong I want the world to find out That you're dreaming on me Me and my "beauty" .. There's a part I can't tell About the dark I know well 02. Veins of Glass - Lacuna Coil These ghosts I keep inside shards of glass in my veins release me from myself, release from my duality I face these as a soldier would but useless is my war the innocence that smiles today tomorrow will be lying 03. Haunted - Evanescence Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside (I know you're still there) 04. Whisper - Evanescence i'm frightened by what i see but somehow i know that there's much more to come immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears i can stop the pain if i will it all away don't turn away don't give in to the pain don't try to hide though they're screaming your name don't close your eyes God knows what lies behind them don't turn out the light never sleep never die 05. I Want My Innocence Back - Emilie Autumn I want my innocence back And if you can't pacify me I will break your bones You think I'm bluffing, just try me (just try me) I will never forget the words you used to ensnare me Till my dying day You'll suffer for this, I swear (I swear) 06. Field of Innocence - Evanescence I still remember the world From the eyes of a child Slowly those feelings Were clouded by what I know now Where has my heart gone An uneven trade for the real world Oh I... I want to go back to Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all 07. Castle Down - Emilie Autumn If I had another place to go Would you break me, is it that you know I have no choice but to rebuild again I'm tied so hard I can't remember when I last walked free upon these feet of mine But I'll draw the line There will come a time When I am stronger Your words won't hurt any longer 08. Try to Believe - Oingo Boingo It's so hard to find an answer It's so hard to stand alone It's so hard to find a feeling That was buried long ago It's so hard to trust another When it's easier to hide It's so hard to believe Unless we try baby try 09. Stand My Ground - Within Temptation Late at night Things I thought I put behind me Haunt my mind I just know there's no escape Now once it sets its eyes on you But I won't run, Have to stare it in the eye Stand my ground, I won't give in No more denying, I've got to face it Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside If I don't make it, someone else will Stand my ground 10. What If - Emilie Autumn I know you’ve got it figured out Tell me what I am all about And I just might learn a thing or two Hundred about you, maybe about you I’m the end of your telescope I don’t change just to suit your vision ‘Cause I am bound by a fraying rope Around my hands, tied around my hands And you close your eyes when I say I’m breaking free And put your hands over both your ears Because you cannot stand to believe I’m not The perfect girl you thought Well what have I got to lose I'm outside your picture frame and the glass is breaking now

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Subject: Suspended in Time: A Ginny and Neville Fanmix Time: 4:55 pm.

01. She Will Be Loved-Maroon Five Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more 02. Crash and Burn-Savage Garden When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone 03. To the Moon and Back-Savage Garden She's taking time making up the reasons To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying, "Mama never loved her much" And, "Daddy never keeps in touch That's why she shies away from human affection" But somewhere in a private place She packs her bags for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him She's sayin I would fly to the moon and back if you be... If you be my baby I've got a ticket for a world where we, we belong So would you be my baby? 04. Why Stay/A Promise-Next to Normal Why stay? Why stay? So steadfast and stolid And stoic and solid for day after every day Why stay? Why stay? Why not simply give in and get on with living cause everyone knows you tried but somehow, something died on the way So tell me why you stay .... Here's what I say to the girl who was burning so brightly Like the light from Orion above And still I will search for her nightly if you see her please send her my love 05. Hey #3/Perfect For You-Next to Normal You say that right here, But then give it a year, Or ten years, or a life— I could end up your wife, Sitting, staring at walls, Throwing shit down the stairs, Freaking out at the store, Running nude down the street, Bleeding out in the bath— Perfect for you... I will be perfect for you. So you could go crazy, Or I could go crazy, It’s true... Sometimes life is insane, But crazy I know I can do. ’Cause crazy is perfect. And fucked-up is perfect, So I will be perfect... 06. Landslide-Fleetwood Mac (Glee Cover) Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love? Can the child within my heart rise above? Can I sail through the changing ocean tides? Can I handle the seasons of my life? Mmm, mmm, mmm Well, I've been afraid of changing 'Cause I've built my life around you But time makes you bolder Even children get older and I'm getting older too 07. Easy Silence-Dixie Chicks When the calls and conversations Accidents and accusations Messages and misperceptions Paralyze my mind Busses, cars, and airplanes leaving Burnin' fuel and gasoline and And everyone is running and I Come to find a refuge in the Easy silence that you make for me It's okay when there's nothing more to say to me And the peaceful quiet you create for me And the way you keep the world at bay for me The way you keep the world at bay 08. Extraordinary Girl-Green Day (American Idiot Cast) She's an Extraordinary girl In an ordinary world And she cant seem to get away He lacks the courage in his mind Like a child left behind Like a pet left in the rain She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying She gets so sick of crying 09. All I Need-Within Temptation I'm here on the edge again I wish I could let it go I know that I'm only one step away from turning it around Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace Don't tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don't tear it down, what's left of me Make my heart a better place 10. Suspended in Time-Xanadu A child and a fool in one So sure I could need no one My heart always on the run to nowhere Now as you're holding me My heart is reminding me That now I could never be without you But how can our love succeed A miracle is what we need And so I appeal to you To keep me suspended in time with you Don't let this moment die I get a feeling when I'm with you None of the rules apply I get a feeling when I'm with you, none of the rules apply

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Subject: Roger Davis for wariscoming Time: 5:22 pm.

( I'm writing one great song before I... )

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